Building your own wall and trying to go through life alone. The moment when the wall is built, you feel happy and safe. Fear and loneliness creeps in. What happens now? Call upon God and He will save you. He will come and break down those walls you built up around you. He is the author and finisher of your faith, just trust in Him. It doesn’t happen over night. Building your faith in God takes time. We are called to be faith bearers in His name and spread the Word, but we can’t do it when we build selfish walls around us and trying to survive on our own. Step into the shoes of humility and surrender before God. Before Him you can’t come with walls around you.
Be humble, because God shows favor to the humble, but opposes the pride. Don’t try to handle problems on you own, but let go and let God. Sometimes it is difficult to do it and therefore take your time. The moment you step in that faith relationship with God He will come and break down that walls and You will feel free and like a different person.
It just takes faith.