The moment we sin, guilt overwhelms us. Pray to God “Create in me a clean heart, O God; And renew a right spirit within me.*”. God will make you clean with His precious blood.
We are no longer slaves to sin, but we are free. “Be alert and of sober mind. Your enemy the devil prowls around like a roaring lion looking for someone to devour. Resist him, standing firm in the faith, because you know that the family of believers throughout the world is undergoing the same kind of sufferings. And the God of all grace, who called you to his eternal glory in Christ, after you have suffered a little while, will himself restore you and make you strong, firm and steadfast**.”
Choose life. Choose God above the situation.
*Psalm 51:10 ASV
** 1 Peter 5:8-10 NIV