Have you ever considered writing a letter to God? I know it sounds silly, but try and do it. Even if it is once a month. Tell God in the letter how you feel and what is bothering you in life. God loves it when we are being honest with Him. Yes, He knows everything, but looking a healthy relationship with anyone. It doesn’t matter how good the other person knows you, if you’re not going to tell them about your feelings there is going to be no growth in the relationship, because you’re not talking to the other person.
It is also not wrong to ask God things. We all have needs and therefor we may ask God. Just be aware that the things you ask God for may come in the time He thinks is right.
Therefor, Seek God in all things you do and He will give you the desires of your heart.