It is all about the choices you make in life. God already knew before the foundation of the earth that you’ll make that choice on that exact time. That is sooooo epic?! Don’t be scared to make the “wrong choice”, because God is in you and will guide you in the direction where He wants to be.
I also worried at some stage that the choices I’ll make would be the wrong ones, but God says in His word that “I know the plans I have for you, plans to prosper and not to harm, but bring a bright future” and also “and we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose.”.
Now there is some things I ask God if I must do it, but there is also places where I decide something and go with that decision.
Go in faith with the decision you make, but don’t forget to inquire of God.